Luke - part 2

A little later than anticipated due to Christmas and my Christmas stocking selection but here it is folks, my final blog for 2011.

I could not get Luke out of my head and longed for another night out, hoping that he would be there too.
He had come into Blockbuster a few times since that night and we had chatted but it was hardly the place to tell him how much I liked him. 
I got the vibe that he liked me but just didn't have the nerve to act on it.
This went on during several visits to Queens Court and whilst I was happy to be  in his company, I would go home cursing myself for not taking things further. On the odd night that he didn't show, I would go home in such a foul mood. It couldn't continue this way. I had to find out what he thought of me.

Rob worked at Wallace Arnold and was also gay. We had chatted on many occasions about Luke and how I felt about him but was too scared to do anything about it. It was decided that he would join me on a night out so he could meet Luke and find out for me.

The big night arrived and there I was at Queens Court waiting patiently. An hour or so passed and neither one of them had turned up. There was the possibility that Luke wouldn't as I hadn't seen him at Blockbuster to let him know I would be there.
Eventually Rob arrived and by this time I had made my way upstairs. We had a few drinks and it was whilst I was at the bar buying another round that I noticed Luke walking past. I felt giddy inside and couldn't wait to tell Rob he had arrived. It was whilst telling him that I began to feel really nervous. This night could be the night I find out how he felt about me. What if my vibes were totally screwed up and all he wanted was friendship? I decided that if that was what he wanted, then so be it. At least I would know.

Luke was on the dance floor when I eventually met up with him. We said our hello's and had a little boogie and then I told him that my friend would like to meet him. He said ok and we made our way to him.
"Rob.this is Luke. The guy I 've been talking so much about" I said.
Rob said hi and Luke said hi back and then looked at me. I looked back and then that was it. What happened next just seemed so natural. We just started to kiss. I was literally stood next to Rob, snogging the guy I had spent weeks trying to decipher if he liked me or not.  Obviously he did and those weeks were indeed wasted weeks.
We stopped for a second, looked into each others eyes and then started again. My entire body tingled with pure pleasure with each brush of his lips against mine.
We stopped again and I turned to Rob with the biggest grin ever. Luke excused himself saying he needed to let his friends know that he wouldn't be re-joining them
"What just happened"? I said to Rob.
He confirmed that it was obvious he liked me and that I should go with the flow.
We both agreed that the way it happened was very romantic, just like a scene from a 1940's romantic movie.

When Luke returned, it was Rob's turn to excuse himself. He had already told me he was going to do this and would call it a night so we said our goodbyes.
Luke and I made our way to some seats and started to kiss again. In between kisses we chatted. I told him how I had wanted to do this for weeks but was too nervous. He had been the same with me.
It didn't matter that we had wasted all that time. What mattered was that we both now knew how each felt about the other and we were at last acting on it.

Tune in next week to see what happened next in the final instalment of this confession.

Until then, I bid thee farewell and wish you all a Happy New Year..see you in 2012!

Cristmas stocking - number 1

Well here it is folks..the guy I would love to see most in my Christmas stocking.
Before I reveal who it is, could we have a moment of silence for the guys who didn't quite make it to my top 12?

They are:

Jon Richardson - Comedian
Robert Pattinson - Actor
Olly Murs - Singer
Todd Rosset - Gay Porn star
Keanu Faria -Gay Porn star
Ryan Reynolds - Actor
Daniel Radcliffe - Actor
Matt Baker - TV Presenter
Jonathan Edwards - Athlete
Brad Pitt - Actor
George Clooney - Actor
Matt Smith - Actor

Each one of them have qualities I admire in a man but the 12 that made it, just had the edge.

So who made the top spot....drum roll please



1. Tom Welling

Those eyes!



Chicken fried rice for me please Tom!

  Tom Welling has appeared in two fairly successful movies, Cheaper by the Dozen and the remake of The Fog but it is his 10 seasons of playing Clark Kent in the very popular Smallville that he is most famous for.

If I were to compile a list of my all time favourite shows, Smallville would feature very highly in it. I loved the strorylines, the effects, the casting, the music...basically everything about the show I loved. Tom Welling, however, was the main reason I watched it. This American beauty had me hooked from the very first episode.

It's no surprise that he was a model before turning to acting but what is a surprise is that he actually turned down the role of Clark Kent twice!

The makers of Smallville must have known he was the right choice to play this part to have asked him a third time and how right they were to pursue him. Could you imagine anyone else playing him? I know I couldn't.

Tom went on to become Executive Producer on the show and even directed a few episodes.

After 10 seasons, time was called on the show and watching the final episode was a sad day for me.

It ended whilst ratings were still high which is a bonus for any show, especially after 10 seasons.

Personally, I would love to see a few TV movies or even a cinema version with all the original cast but I doubt that will happen.

At 6 foot 3", Tom is of course too tall for the likes of me but that doesn't stop me wanting him in my Christmas stocking with those gorgeous eyes, perfect lips and a body to die for. Since the show ended, there are rumours that Mr Welling has put on a few pounds. Whilst this could cause a bit of a squeeze with the 11 other guys in my stocking, I don't really care. To me, Tom is my number 1 guy!



The smile!



He's my Superman.





And this is how I want him in my stocking!

 So there you have it, my top 12 guys.

I hope you have enjoyed reading this festive edition of my blog just as much as I have enjoyed compiling it.

Coming soon is part 2 of the Luke confession and many more of my guilty pleasures.

All that remains to be said is thank you, please continue to read my blog and a very Merry Christmas to you all.

Christmas stocking - number 2

Here we are folks..the final 2 in my festive countdown and just who didn't quite make it to the top spot? This was a difficult decision for me  to make but I think I ended up with the right one.
So who is my second choice?....read on to find out.

2. Elijah Wood

 

 Ladies and Gentlemen..I give you Elijah Wood.

Elijah started his career in television adverts but it was in the film The Faculty that I first noticed him. I absolutely loved the film and was impressed by how good he was.

Of course he most famous for playing Frodo Baggins in  the Lord of the Rings movies, a role that I cannot imagine any other actor playing. He was born to play that part and will be playing him again in The Hobbit.

He is also the voice of Spyro in the Spyro computer games.

So what is it about Elijah that fast tracks him to my top 2? His piercing blue eyes is one reason. The fact that at 5 foot 6", he is a mere 1" taller than me, is another. His softly spoken voice, his lovely smile and that in real life, he is just such a nice person.

He may not be the most handsome of actors out there with his pale skin and nerdy looks but to me he is beautiful to look at and an absolute Adonis.

There are rumours that he may be gay and how I wish this were true. I say that in the hope that if he is, he will see this blog and ask me out on a date. One can dream!

So there it is. Elijah has narrowly missed out on the top spot but he deserves his place in my Christmas stocking.

Tune in tomorrow to see who made number 1. I will also reveal some of the guys who missed out on my top 12.

Christmas stocking - number 3

Over the next 3 days you will find out just who will take pride of place as the top 3 in my festive stocking and I promise you, they are stunners.
Let the merriment continue:

3. Rick Fontana

Rick Fontana

Looking smart!

 Originally a model working in the Czech Republic, the beautiful Rick Fontana was discovered by George Duroy and went on to appear in many Bel Ami films.

Anyone suffering from any kind of erectile dysfunction should purchase one of his films. I defy any gay man not to get an instant erection at the mere sight of Mr Fontana.

He has the full package..a fantastic body, beautiful eyes, stylish hair, great personality and let's not forget his lovely willy. When it comes to willies, George Duroy sure knows how to pick them.

 Rick could be fully clothed and he would still turn me on. Just a look from him and my legs would turn to jelly.

Readers of my blog will know that another Bel Ami star appears in my top 12. That star is Jason Paradis and he and Rick filmed a scene together for one of the companies features. You know when you wish you'd been there? Watching that scene was one of those moments.

  So if you haven't guessed by now, I think that Rick Fontana is perfect in every way and if he were to turn up in my Christmas stocking..well, let's just say I wouldn't be going to work for a few days.

My bed awaits you Mr Fontana!

If you're reading this Rick..drop me a line.

2 more to go. See you tomorrow.

Christmas stocking - number 4

Welcome back to the festive edition of my blog and the next hunk to drop into my Christmas stocking.
Here we go:

4. Ian Somerhalder

Pondering!

Just look at those beautiful eyes!

 I first gazed eyes on Mr Somerhalder whilst watching the first season of Lost and was instantly smitten.

How could anyone not be, with his dark luscious lashes and his smouldering good looks. He reminded me of Rob Lowe in his younger days, so of course that was an added bonus.

I was instantly hooked on Lost too and looked forward to every episode in the hope that he would appear in it.

What did they do?....they killed him off.

Mortified is not the word to describe how I felt. Needless to say, I lost interest in Lost, though he did turn up again in the final season, looking as gorgeous as ever.

These days Ian is better known for Vampire Diaries, a show I have yet to watch. I really should give it a go, especially as he spends quite a lot of his time shirtless in the show. Apparently, his co-star in Vampire Diaries, Paul Wesley, is also of a lush nature. I have included a photo of Paul so you can decide for yourselves. Perhaps a Christmas threesome could be on the cards?



Complimentary shirtless pic.



Better than Ian?..you decide!

For me, Ian is the clear winner and he would make an awesome addition to my stocking. Now where is that love potion when I need it?

Only 3 to go. Can any of you guess who my top 3 will be? Pleas leave your guesses in the comments section. Anyone who guesses correctly will get a mention in my blog.

See you tomorrow.

Christmas stocking - number 5

Well we're at the half way stage of this festive edition of my blog and this is where things really hot up.

5. Zac Efron


Stunning!



Please make your way to my Christmas stocking.

Looks good in a suit!

Zac Efron is of course famous for the High School Musical films. The acting was utter tosh and the dialogue as cheesy as cheesy puffs but they were watchable. After the franchise ended, he went on to star in 17 Again, a film I actually really enjoyed.

Mr Efron is now trying to find more serious roles to show he can indeed act, with Charlie St. Cloud being his most recent offering. I have yet to watch this film but have been told it is very very good.

It was when he appeared on the Graham Norton show that I noticed just how handsome and how nice he is.

He knows he's a good looking chap but doesn't play on that. If anything, he plays it down. I find this a rather sweet and endearing quality in him.

Still, there is no getting away from the fact that he is absolutely gorgeous and even if my Christmas stocking was full, I would make sure he fit in it somehow.

See you tomorrow when we continue my countdown.

Christmas stocking - Number 6

Let the festivities continue with my Christmas countdown.

6. Harry Judd

I like this photo!

 Well here's a surprise edition to my top 12. I have always been a bit of a fan of McFly and their music and thought they were a set of good looking guys but no one person stood out from the group.
Recently though, Mr Judd seems to popping up in a few solo pictures and all I can say is ..Oh my God!
How handsome has he become?Obviously being the drummer of the band and stuck at the back of the stage, the public haven' noticed just how attractive he is.

What with Dougie's win on I'm a Celebrity and Harry's on Strictly Come Dancing, the boys are making sure the we don't forget who they are, which means lots of interest in their tour next year and a possible increase in downloads. Their publicity manager must be loving life right now.

I like this photo much more!

Anyway, back to Harry. As you can see, he has been working out quite a bit and I'm sure all that dancing will have helped too.

His time on Strictly has shown him to be a very charming young man and just how much he has matured since the early days of McFly.
He looks amazing and it's no surprise he was the cause of many hot sweats for Bruno Tonioli whenever he danced.

So Harry is a most welcome addition to my Christmas stocking and who knows, if ever I was in the mood for an orgy, I may accommodate the other McFly guys too lol.

Why not try and guess who will be next on my countdown?
Tune in tomorrow to see if you guessed correctly.

Christmas stocking - Number 7

Here we are with another piece of eye candy for my Christmas stocking.

7. Gary Barlow

Love this photo.

Has he got the X Factor?

If you had asked me several years ago which member of Take That I fancied the most, the answer would most definitely have been Mark Owen.

Ask me today and my answer is Gary Barlow.

Who would have thought  that he would mature into the good looking man he is today?

It's no secret that he was a little on the chunky side for quite a while but now he manages to maintain a healthy lifestyle and keep those times of his larger self a distant memory.

With the return of Take That and Mr Barlow's turn as judge on X Factor, he has never been so popular.

I won't deny that the slimmer Gary is attractive to me but it is something else about him that I really admire. That something is his attitude towards other people. It doesn't matter who they are or where they come from, Gary will not be anyone but himself when talking to them. Some celebrities forget their roots when they hit the big time but not Gary.

Still gorgeous, even with wrinkles!

So Mr Barlow, could it be magic if you were to be in my Christmas stocking?

You bet your dollar it could!

Yes you have a few more wrinkles now and I doubt you are as buff as you appear to be but the fact remains...you are now the most handsome member of Take That!

The countdown continues tomorrow.

Christmas stocking - Number 8

Hello folks. Ready for the next guy to appear in my Christmas stocking?

8. Enrique Iglesias

You can be my Hero any day!

That look is just for me.

With his piercing eyes, designer stubble, perfect body and beautiful looks, I would love to see Mr Iglesias in my stocking.

His career has been pretty successful so far. There have been some really good song choices but a few stinkers too, Do You Know? (the Ping Pong song) being  just one of them. A couple personal favourites of mine are I Will Survive (not to be confused with Gloria Gaynor's song of the same name) and Tired of Being Sorry.

I envy Anna Kournikova for having the job of waking up beside him every morning and would gladly swap places with her. If you ever read this blog Ms Kournikova, the offer is there.

So there you have it, another beauty for my collection.

Tune in tomorrow for the next one.

Christmas stocking - Number 9

Only 9 days until Christmas and here is another candidate for my Christmas stocking for all you lovely people to consider.
What do you think to my selection so far?

9. Rob Lowe.

Rob Lowe in his younger days!

Part of the original Brat Pack, Rob Lowe started his career in very good company, appearing in films with Demi Moore, Ally Sheedy, Emilio Estevez, Tom Cruise to name but a few.

He appeared in 2 of my favourite movies from the 80's - St. Elmo's Fire and About Last Night.

Never one to shy away from revealing his torso, one had the feeling that it was in his contract to show his butt in his early films.
Who can blame him? If I had a butt and body like his, even I would want to show it off. I was so in love with Rob Lowe in the 80's that I even bought a copy of Playgirl because it contained a photo shoot of him in very little clothing.


After the 80's his popularity dwindled. His looks on the other hand, most definitely did not. As he grows older, he grows even more handsome even with the odd wrinkle and grey hair appearing on this vision of beauty.

 I'm glad to say his popularity is on the increase too, thanks to films like Austin Powers and TV shows like West Wing and Brothers and Sisters.

An older Rob Lowe..still gorgeous!

Rob's Brothers & Sisters days

As you can see, Rob Lowe is absolutely gorgeous and truly deserves to be in my Christmas stocking. Now if you could arrange that he does, that would be just swell!

Tune in tomorrow for Number 8 in my festive countdown

Christmas Stocking - Number 10

Hope you liked yesterday's selection of guys I would love to receive in my Christmas stocking.
If anyone has any thoughts on my choices, please feel free to leave a comment.

Let's continue with the countdown:

10. Ryan Phillippe



Ladies and Gentlemen..Mr Phillippe!



Stubble can't hide those good looks!

I first encountered Mr Phillippe whilst watching Cruel Intentions many years ago. It was indeed a very good film and went on to spawn several sequels, none of them with Ryan.

His career since that film has been a bit hit and miss, most of the time appearing in forgettable films.

It seems Mr Phillippe shuns the Blockbuster movies, concentrating on smaller budget films instead.

One thing he has maintained since Cruel Intentions is his smouldering good looks. Those beautiful eyes golden locks and a body to die for makes for a very attractive man and a place in my Christmas stocking.

Tune in tomorrow for number 9 in my Christmas countdown.

Christmas Stocking

There are 12 days until Christmas ( I know it's 11 but damned connection was rubbish yesterday, so was unable to post my blog) and I have decided to join on the festive fun.

For each of the 12 days, I will let all you lovely people know just who I would love to see in my Christmas stocking. I say stocking..Christmas bed would be better.

The 12 lucky guys could be from the world of film, music, porn, sport..basically they will be famous!

Today the countdown starts with numbers 12 and 11.

12. Mark Wright

Even nicer look!

A very nice look!



Mr Wright..you are so my Mr Right!



I know what you're all thinking..it's his body! Well I'm not going to deny that isn't one of the reasons why I would love to unwrap Mr Wright on Christmas Day...he does have a rather lush body after all!

The reason Mark has risen in my rankings is quite simply due to his time in the jungle.
I'm not a big fan of I'm a Celebrity but this year I found myself watching it quite a bit and I have to admit that he came across as a really nice genuine person. Of course this could all have been for the cameras but I honestly believe what we watched was the real Mark Wright and I totally warmed to him.

11. Jason Paradis

PG version!

Bel Ami studios(http://tour.belamionline.com/hdtour.aspx) are famous for picking young studs and grooming them into experienced porn stars. Jason was one such star, appearing in several of their features.

He just oozes sex appeal with those beautiful eyes, youthful skin, muscles to die for and he has the most perfect penis I have ever seen on a man.

The reason Jason Paradis is in my top 12 is down to pure dirty lust!!

Tune in tomorrow for number 10